Sitting in a Parking Lot

I have to first of all give 1,000 apologies for not writing anything for weeks. I have been extremely busy with finals at school and with work, and...(I half forgot about it...) I feel extremely terrible! D'x

Again I am really really sorry. :(((((((

Well as I said was working on my finals and I have completely finished my summer classes today :D HOORRAAAYYY!!! (it's fun because duplicating letters substitutes for the fact that I don't know whether there's two R's or two O's in that word or both XP) 

I'm pretty sure that I finished my classes with good grades except for my science class. :( I had a really bad teacher, who taught very poorly but expected you to know the in's and out's of everything science on the test. (which was your only grades, no quizzes or anything..) SO needless to say if you bombed the test you're screwed.. >.>

Buuutt anyway, that was about a week ago and last weekend I had a great time with my friend Beka! We had the best weekend ever and especially because we hadn't had a day to just hang out in so long it was amazing! ^_^ 

However, my parents always find some way to ruin my fun...and when you get to the point to where you are so confused and just lost and there's nowhere for you to go. Maybe, just maybe you make time to just sit in an empty, but familiar, parking lot half expected the one person you truly love, and depend on, to show up. 
But you know they won't so you just sit there staring at the entrance, almost crying but holding it back cause you just can't bother yourself to cry at this point. Because then you have to try and cover it up and what's the point...

Not naming any names but thats how these past few weeks have been. It's a very short catch up but I think it suffices. ^_~

Alrighty then, I think that about does it for tonight, Talk to you later curlies!!❤ (>^_^)>

Its not an Act! ☻

Trifling… Stifling…

The things that surround you,

Worrying… Hurrying…

The things that become you

These things that start slow and then they build

To things that scare, crumble, and yield

Yield us to life that’s quickly passing by

Our friends, our family, you think,

Could they be a lie?

Have you created a façade for your own pleasure or gain?

Are you even really sane?

And what is saneness and when was it created

I tell you all the truth and I tell it as fact

I just want to live a life that’s not an act! 

Annnd there was just a little poem to for you to chew on. 

Now that I have you thinking deep and philosophically I will tell you about my date. :)

So me and Raymond had such a great time! It was really awesome! 

1) First, we went to Huey Magoo's and got a chicken platter that was absolutely amazing. And literally it was so filling we weren't even hungry when it came to dinner time. O.o (ain't that shocking!!) 

2) Then we went to an outdoor shopping center and which kinda sucked cause it was sprinkling almost the whole time but I still had a good time :) I got a new cute pair or heart shaped sunglasses and raymond bought be a Lotso teddy bear from the disney store *.* (I was so happy) 

3) Sadly, when we finally started to get hungry it was too late to go to Ponderosa so we ended up eating at the food court TT.TT (but it was partially my fault anyway) It was delicious don't get me wrong but I was really looking forward to Ponderosa so...yeah >.<

Buuuut anyway~ That was last week and this week I was able to go to raymond's house and play Super Smash Brothers on their Wii it was great--and I found out I actually am kinda good :D :D--yeah! 

Alrighty, thats enough for tonight talk to you later curlies!!❤ (>^_^)>